It's another one of those nights....loneliness creeps in and the thoughts start to come back. How can someone with so many friends, feel so incredibly alone in this world? I've pretty much come to terms with being single the rest of my life, but I wish I had someone to be with me. You see all these happy couples over the place and you just wish you could have a small taste of that. But it'll never happen for me, it'll never happen because I'm always just the friend. I do have to thank God though, this is slowly becoming answered prayer and I have to smile a little knowing that I am being continually torn down to realize my need for him. So, thank you God for this feeling. But it still does hurt me in these moments.
Also, Thanks for the vets who serve this country and give us the freedom we hold so dear. I pray during this day you will take time to remember the other person who gave his life for your freedom, Jesus Christ, and all God has done to make sure you have a blessed life and have the abilities you do and the lives you do. We as Americans, especially, take our lives and every single thing we have for granted, the breath we have, every aspect of the live and the human body we have, every single itsy bitsy thing we have is because God has graced us with it and yet, just like Vets, except for these days where we make sure we say thank you to them, they go unnoticed and we forget about them. We forget and some people even refuse to believe in the God that gave them everything they have. It's funny how that happens and YET God loves them so much, he'll still bless them and he'll STILL give them everything they have even though they refuse to return that love and make excuses like "oh, God's distant" "Oh, God doesn't care about me" or any of that. American Christianity has turned dorment and I pray soooo much that God will allow me preach the truth someday to these people and wake them up from their sleep.
Think of this, it takes a tragedy for people to be United in America, other than that we care only about ourselves and what we can get out of things. A TRAGEDY......PEOPLE WAKE UP AND STAND UNITED 24/7/365. We need eachother, have you watched the news lately, it's full of violence, drugs, alcohol, death, etc. And it's because you refuse to stand united and look to the one who created you.
Separation of Church and state....let's remember what it says..."one NATION under GOD"....there is no separation..... and even if you find a way to change that and take that out, it was the original phrase.....you can never escape that....one NATION UNDER GOD....
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Old memories lingering...
Oui. Parce que chaque jour j'ai pensé à toi.
Translated: "Yes. Because every day I thought of you."
There are many different areas of my life that I could use this, but there was once a time when I used this in the beginning of my college career and it holds strong to this day. :) Life will never be the same as it was then and I have enjoyed those memories more than anything else. They keep me smiling, happy, full of hope and loving every second of life. It's a dream world though and there are times when we need to wake up from the dream world and get back into reality, to the world that needs us and the people that are continually crying out for help. I hope that someday I can be that help for them and that I can continue to be known as one who did all he could to help those in need. Although I have grown a bit in this life, I have often looked back and realized I have changed for the worse as well. I don't seem to care about people as much as I used to, I don't feel like I've had the urge to help others like I used to. And it's sad because I wasn't a Christian before when I was a better person, and now that I am a Christian, I am worse. I feel I worry so much about being a "good Christian" that I lose sight of what really matters and that is to love and care for people. I do miss those days incredibly much and hope that I can go back to being that person again. God bless and remember that no matter what you find yourselves doing, you need to think and don't just do things because that's what your friends, family, professors, or any one else tells you to do it, but do things for yourself and make sure no matter what that the Glory of God is always seen through what you do. If you do not believe in God, then that's a choice you'll have to make someday....and if you want to learn how to make that choice, I am here for you... I have never been the type of person who is comfortable to go around and "preach" and share the little booklets and stuff. God bless my friends and love life...
Translated: "Yes. Because every day I thought of you."
There are many different areas of my life that I could use this, but there was once a time when I used this in the beginning of my college career and it holds strong to this day. :) Life will never be the same as it was then and I have enjoyed those memories more than anything else. They keep me smiling, happy, full of hope and loving every second of life. It's a dream world though and there are times when we need to wake up from the dream world and get back into reality, to the world that needs us and the people that are continually crying out for help. I hope that someday I can be that help for them and that I can continue to be known as one who did all he could to help those in need. Although I have grown a bit in this life, I have often looked back and realized I have changed for the worse as well. I don't seem to care about people as much as I used to, I don't feel like I've had the urge to help others like I used to. And it's sad because I wasn't a Christian before when I was a better person, and now that I am a Christian, I am worse. I feel I worry so much about being a "good Christian" that I lose sight of what really matters and that is to love and care for people. I do miss those days incredibly much and hope that I can go back to being that person again. God bless and remember that no matter what you find yourselves doing, you need to think and don't just do things because that's what your friends, family, professors, or any one else tells you to do it, but do things for yourself and make sure no matter what that the Glory of God is always seen through what you do. If you do not believe in God, then that's a choice you'll have to make someday....and if you want to learn how to make that choice, I am here for you... I have never been the type of person who is comfortable to go around and "preach" and share the little booklets and stuff. God bless my friends and love life...
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